Dolly Styling and Last Week

Lately I haven't blogged very much ... or I have and didn't post any pictures. Well, I'm not the best ... eh ... camwhore ... but who cares, right?

So, I've been up to some things. I hade a photoshoot, which I can't blog about yet, because it would be like spoiling. We also got a BIG package with lots of great new Lolita things ... but I can't tell you about them either. 

Well I can show you my styling ... a bit.

It was after the shoot, so I'm already back in my everyday clothes. The lashes are really too much, but it was a dolly theme.  Oh ... and why does my face look sooooo ... askew. Weird.

I've also been to that very famous Swedish chain of furniture markets and I found something totally cute!

Haha ... it was the same day, that's why I'm wearing the same shirt. I had the shooting afterwards. I know I look a little nerdy here but sometimes I'm just too bored to dress up.

Just concentrate on that little strawberry and broccoli! I wonder if they also have other plushies like that.

I also mad my very first California Roll Uramaki! I always thought it would be so difficult, but it's actually not that big of a deal. Maybe I'm talented, but I guess, it's just not that hard.

It was more of using lefovers instead of favourites. It had avocado (dislike), surimi (depends), cucumber (oishii) and mayonnaise (dislike again). Everything for it's own is so not delicious. But in combination it was good! Unbelievable.

Alright then, I'll show you some things from the new package later! :)

Melody in Black Lolita

He~~~y everybody!

Today I finally published a new post on Subarashi Girls.
The new pictures show me in a classic lolita outfit, which I really like! It's not that fancy and rather simple, but I like it so much. Don't ask me why, I just do.

I also had my first wig on ... maybe not the best choice, I've got better ones. But I edited to look like a little bit pop arty... just a little bit. I'd rather have it in dark red ... but it's part of the job and I'm fine with it. This is my second all black&white dress ... and I really hope my closet won't look like a 30s movie...

I only have one dress left to write about (some girls have none!) and I hope our boss will get us some new things soon...

Wigs, wigs, wacko?!

I don't like my hair very much. It's just like that, I'm not fond of it. The colour is weird, it hasn't any volume, it's just hanging around and it's quite thin, it's getting greasy so fast. I'm a blonde, that's the only thing I like - being blonde is a great thing. I like it so much, I died my hair to be even blonder. But since I have to wash it so often (every 2,3 days) I'm too lazy to actualy style it. I love curly hair, but it's not worth my time! My styling wouldn't stay longer than any of Paris Hilton's boyfriends.

So, since I'm a model, I had to make my hair often. Very often. It's exhausting! So I've started to buy some wigs. Most people might think that's not necessary, weird, whatever. But I like it. I can try different styles without ruining my hair in some crackbrained action. So if I want to be a brunette for a day, I can!

Strange, huh? I know, why I don't have bangs, but I have to say, I like this one. I have to buy some more... It's refreshingly addicting...

Eat, Pray, Love

Alright everybody, I'm back ... I haven't blogged in quite some time, right? Sorry for that.

This month was my birthday, my group had a performance and college application started. Lots of stress!

To compensate I've read quite some interesting books. Currently I'm reading "Eat, Pray, Love", which got very famous thanks to Julia Roberts. She's that actress with the big smile, that made some good, some not so good movies.
But it's really a great book. It comes off as a cliché women's book but actually is so much more! I feel like the author is directly speaking to me. And although I'm not very religious, I now want a spiritual experience just like Liz. I feel a lot like and with her.
In 2008 I've been to Japan because I love traveling and wanted a special experience of my own. Sadly it didn't went very well and I can't travel very much since, but I've never lost my faith in future. I want to travel again to lots of countries, meet varous different people and of course eat good food.
Well, first I have to get something like a private life...

Work is going quite fine. I thought I would have immense trouble to be a model, but it's alright! It's so much fun and I love getting mail! Like getting birthday presents every month without getting any older - perfect for me! The dresses are all so beautiful!

Lolita Coat

As I've told you before, I'm now a Lolita fashion model (I told you, didn't I?) and and finally got my first pics on April, 25th. Yesterday I even got the next two outfits! It's so great!! But since we have to make much more pics than everyone just once a month, it's like it's becoming real work, not just fun. I still know now what it's like to love your job. We're getting promoted quite a lot and May, 1. is our big premerie at our boss' website. I'm really nervous that people may not like us and our pics, because they think they know cuter girls, more talented girls or just less stupid girls. Who knows, internet makes people mean!

This is one of my pics:

It sure is cute... but a friend told me, it's not looking like me! Is that good or bad? Does it mean, I'm not pretty enough in real life? I was way to afraid to ask though...