Morning Musume Poster Sale

I'm broke! Well ... not broke yet, but like really poor. That's why, I'm selling my precious on ebay - my Morning Musume poster collection.

 

I've had the calendars for like 4 years now amd I'm not intending to stop buying them. But as much as I love Momusu I can never hang all the posters! Never!!! I mean unless I decide for posters instead of wallpapers but that would be slightly insane.

 

So when you're a big, big fan and you don't have the money to buy a whole calendar or pay the shipping fees from Asia, but you still won't to own an original poster (so nothin you've printed yourself), then I recommend taking a look:

My ebay

 
Just an example of what you get:

 

 

Graduations and Auditions

So. It happened. I knew, the day would come but somehow I never believed it.

Koharu gone.
Eri gone.
Ai gone.


Risa gone.
Aika gone.

Every member I loved is gone. Has left Morning Musume for good. The old Morning Musume, the Morning Musume I loved and appreciated and cheered on ... it doesn't exist anymore.

Sure, I really like the 9th gen... they're great ... not a big fan of 10th gen thought, but 9th is great. They really are...

Aww, who am I kidding?! Everytime I see one of the little girls, I am thinking:

Why are my idols gone but you are here?! You really don't belong here! Go home and give me back my Koharu, Eri, Ai-chan, Risa and Aika!!

It's stupid. I know that. It's not their fault. I've been a Morning Musume fan for many, many years now and I've seen several graduations. But UFA spoiled us fans with almost three years without a change. It made me forget about graduations. Morning Musume was perfect for me. And I just got used to the new formation ... I mean the kyukkies ... they shuffle everything around once again! Damn it!

Today is really sad for me... even though new auditions were opened.

Yep. That's right. Morning Musume 11th generation. And again the girls have to be between 10 and 17 years... another generation full of 12 year olds... Berryz Koubou and C-ute have no surpassed Morning Musume by age average. Feels weird. The H!P Kids aren't the kids anymore...

So, here my predictions! H!P Egg Miyamoto Karin will get into Morning Musume for the pleasure of 80% of the fans.

YouTube Dance Cuca is finally old enough to audition! I'm sure she will. But Tsunku usually prefers girls, he can mold ... like raw diamonds... on the other hand Riho was quite polished from the beginning.

Well, we'll see, what's going to happen!!

I'm an actress and Wota World I

So, first of all. Yesterday was the opening performance of my theater group and it was AMAZING!!! We all weren't so sure about the play, but the audience was so great. They started laughing from the second phrase in the debut monologue. oO It was really cool.
I also think, I was really good! People were laughing with me, fierce with me ... and actually at one part, a few were crying with me.
Yes, I've cried. I have one really sad monologue and I was good during rehearsals, but never really ... you know, I think no one would have bought it. But yesterday. Everything was like rehearsal, but suddenly I felt the tears coming up and it wasn't on purpose I was just in the right mood, because I felt my character ... and then I cried and I really hat to fight the tears, so I could stay with the script. Some women were actually crying as well!!
I don't mean to be arrogant, but I think yesterday was the best performance I've ever did!! Maybe I can never repeat it, but it doesn't matter, because yesterday was brilliant. I can proudly say: I'm an actress.

But no something with pictures. Inspired by some other blogs, I want to show you my JPop collection ... and because I'm a H!P fan, I'm calling it my Wota World. Since there's so much, I'm only showing you the Momusu Singles today!

So far, I've got 11. I know there are 12 in the picture, but the two bottom rights are the same with a different cover. It's both Kono Chikyuu no Heiwa wo Honki de Negatterun da yo - Ai-chan's graduation single.

The last one I got was this:

Pepper Keibu. It was a present out of the blue and I was really happy! It's always great to get older singles, because I want to have EVERY MORNING MUSUME SINGLE EVER MADE ... but it's impossible, you know? I can't afford to buy older singles, so I can buy the newest and support them. But Pepper Keibu looks really cool, especially Eri!

She looks so HOT with her hair like this. I saw her and thought: "Wow, this girl is supposed to be a movie star!" On the other side, it made me sad, because she's gone for over a year now...

Niigaki Risa Graduation

I just can't believe, what I've just read!!

Last 5th generation member and current Morning Musume leader Niigaki Risa is going to graduate from the group and Hello!Project at the end of the 2012 Spring Tour on May, 13th (holy shit, that's my birthday!! Oo).

It seems like Gaki-san wants to pursue the same dream as Ai-chan: being a musical actress and improve her acting.

But I guess, it was obvious ... I now remember, what Ai said in her graduation message: "Sorry Gaki-san, for graduating before you."

I'm really sad, but I think it's alright. Maybe Gaki was a little lonely without Ai. Actually the two of them were planning to graduate together, but with 9th and 10th gen joining, Risa decided to stay a little longer and teach them as good as she could. I just hope, Risa is happy and can chase her dreams, the way she wants too.

I totally hope, that'll be it for the graduations in a while! It's been enough and we need time to get used to the new members and learn to like them!! At least leave Sayu, Reina and Aika where they are. Just a little while, please!

Love you Risa! Love you forever.

Some purchases and the New Morning Musume 2012

Yay, I finally made time for another post!

This is my 4th week of college and I'm really busy. I don't have that many classes, but the homework's intense! My free days are Wednesday and Friday, but I can't enjoy them. I spend the whole day by sitting at my desk and read, write or look up stuff. Most people don't seem to understand ... they think "Wow, you only have classes on three days the week! I want that, too!" I may be in college only three days, but I'm working 5-6 days every week like everybody else.

Only good thing, only three days a week, I have to share the bathroom with hundreds of others.

What else? OH RIGHT!

I got some cute stuff! This is my fat squirrel:

My ma bought it for me, because it's so cute. I actually have enough of these plushies ... but I can't resist a fat animal plushie. >< I now have a fat cow, a fat whale (of course), a fat snowman and now the fat squirrel too! Unbelieveable all the fatness...

I also got a new wallet. My old one was already really in pieces but since I've got in during my months in Japan, I never wanted to give it up.
But I had to ... I got another cute wallet:

Ha, so cute! Lately I'm getting lots of stuff in pink...

I also got the new Morning Musume calendar!!! No pics though ... I'm getting it for Christmas and so I'm not allowed to see it yet, but that's what it's looking like:

Yeah, Zukki, Aika, Eripon!! My favourites all in one row! I'm a Momusu fan for over 6 years now and I was really scared about all the graduations, but I found new favourites in Erina and Kanon, who are both kinda really stupid that you just have to love them!!! I also got to like Sayu lately. I hated her, when she was that super narcisstic but she's changed and Risa, of course, is adorable, too.
Problem is ... I miss Ai-chan too much. Eri was bad ... but with Ai-chan gone, something's MISSING!!! I can't ignore the fact that I'm struggeling in liking Momusu the way I did before her graduation. I just hope the new single will be great, so I'll fall in love all over again... I just hope, there won't be any more graduations soon.

Have you heard the new album "12, Smart" yet?? It's so awesome!

I really like the songs "Ok Yeah", "My Way" and "Silver no Udedoki". Next album has a bitte task.

Takahashi Ai Graduation ... Ai Believe

Today (or in Japan already yesterday), was a very sad day for me.

My beloved Takahashi Ai-chan graduated from Morning Musume.

I can't believe the era will be over...

During my first years of fandom in early 2004 (wow, almost 8 years now), she wasn't my favourite all along. She just seemed a little boring and dull, but I guess that was because she was drowning in the mass of girls.

But since 2006, she really started to shine and I've grown to love her voice, her dancing, her manscreams, her overreacting from time to time, her caring for all the members and her crying over each and every single one leaving.

And today it was herself.

I am so sad.

Being leader of group myself, maybe I can feel a little more sympathy with her, or maybe I'm just fooling myself. But sometimes I felt a connection, when I saw her encouraging the girls, trying to protect each and every one of them but sometimes you have to scold them and are misunderstood a lot.

When seeing this, I always felt love for her.

AI BELIEVE, you'll be alright! You're an amazing singer and entertainer and I'll be watching your steps from now on.

I won't stop being a Morning Musume Fan - I don't love them because of graduations and changing members ... I love them despite of it.

So please, even if Ai graduated, don't graduate as a fan!

Support Morning Musume and the new members, they deserve a chance!

And please keep watching over Takahashi Ai!

Pink Power Lolita

Our new Subarashi dresses arrived today and with them came our new Renai Revolution Morning Musume Moonlight Night Super Pink Outfits! Yes, it's a long name!

They're so pretty, that I needed to take a picture right away.

I'm not styled and the quality is low (bad light) and my hair is still in sporty shape ... but it's just such a cute dress! Maybe a little short for me ... but who cares! When I drop something I just let it be.

It's from the brand Red Queen Black Legion and you can buy it here. The site may be in German, but the contact is in English as well! So you can just write them an email and get the dress to whereever you live! And it's really inexpensive.
They also have a lot of other fashion at Subarashi.de.

Some purchases

Sooo, lately I've got me some great new stuff to cheer me up from my little downslide. I know, I should find another way but shopping to get over sadness, but it works really well. Maybe I should write, when I'm sad ... or go for a walk ... or sing as loudly as possible.
Well, at least I don't eat to get happy, right?

Still, I want to show you some of the cute things I got!

First, I got a book, that I wanted for long from my beloved Lucy Maud Montgomery (Anne of Green Gables) ... it got here on the same day as my Only You single and my AKB48 album.

Actually, I'm not a very big fan of AKB48 (just TOO many) themselves, but their songs are good! So all I wanted was the regular album, but it was sold out and I got the limited edition with DVD... I haven't watched it yet, but I'm going to! I mean I bought, right? It even got with a photo and several exchangeable covers. I stay with the usual one, but on the inside I now have that girl with the long hair, purple pailette outfit and pink eyeshadow. I have no idea, who she is, but I find her very cute!! I actually like the girls on the back of the CD a lot cuter than the girls on the front...
Morning Musume's Only You ... I preordered it, so it would be counted into the Oricon charts. I love Morning Musume for like 6 years now and I'm buying their singles and albums for maybe 2 1/2 years ... I could have started earlier ... but to make up my delay, I'm buying all the CDs in Japan Version and during the first week or earlier so it'll count at Oricon and support my girls.
I already preordered the next single and it will be released mid September... but it'll be Ai-chan's graduation single an people are already preordering it LIKE CRAZY! So if you want the special edition with Ai-chan's solo song you should preorder it right now! I've ordered the Regular Edition and the Graduation Edition. I've never bought two editions before (money...), but this time I had to. Gotta support Ai-chan and Morning Musume!

Next thing I got was this package from Taiwan.

It's a lot of letter sets

and other cute stuff like wagashi erasers, Rilakkuma Baran or cellphone straps.

And today I got my very first fake eye lashes! It's so cool! I think, I'm a natural talent when it comes to applying them! Or maybe I'm just completly ruining it and don't realizing? Who knows? It's still fun.

Still gotta buy some  glue, but I've read that Douglas and Rossmann offer it.

Okay, I don't know why, but blogspot is flipping some of my pics ... weird. I had to get the upper pics into landscape format so that they'd be displayed right up.

Morning Musume Only You Dance

I like to show you my newest Dance Cover on Youtube! Of course, it's Morning Musume's newest single "Only You"! I really like being a Youtube Dancer but sadly, most Germans are like really unsuccessful. Why is that?
Well, who cares anyway?
どうぞ~~~

Fantasy ga Hajimaru

I won't start with the typical "Hi, my name is ..." like most of the others do.
Let's be honest. Starting a blog, finding a title and writing the first entry is hard work. Well, maybe starting a blog isn't, but everything else, if you want to be creative, sure is.
I hate titles. I really do. They have to be smart, catchy, maybe funny or mysterious, but as soon as people think you're stupid as bread, they'll never come back and good bye to your bright blogger career.
So, what does Resonant Blue stand for? Besides it is a song title from my favourite group, I really like the idea of sound and vision, combined to a great experience. I'm sorry to those, thinking I'm going to blog about my lovely Morning Musume all day and night, because it's not my intention. Go ahead, find yourself a JPop blog, I'm fine with it. Of course sometimes I'm going to talk about them, since they're a big part of my life, despite the fact I've passed 14 a long time ago. You can still love music, right?
By the way, this post's title is a Morning Musume song, too... I just hate thinking of titles. Luckily my parents don't think that way or I would be the nameless girl...

This is not my first blog. It's actually the third one. Only one of the others is still active and it wouldn't be a lot fun to you, since it's mainly in Japanese and quite dull. Some time ago I've lost interest in blogging, but today I've watched the movie Julie & Julia (which is great by the way) and I was reminded, why I startet in first place.
So I was thinking ... I'm not interested in looking back on my first blog, it's been almost 4 years and I've become a different person. I really like the idea of having a project like in the movie. Since I'm a passionated chef myself, cooking is an obvious idea, but it has been done and I'm lacking persistence. I'm not quite sure, what to do with this blog, but I'll figure it out! Maybe I should just talk about my life the way it is ... unspectacular. Maybe being that unspectacular makes it great!
Or maybe not.

That's what I got to find out.