Bye Bye!

Soo, tomorrow I have to standup at 5am, because my flight to Florida is going at 9.30am. Since you have to be 2 hours early at the airport, I have to take a taxi at 6.15. It's so early! ><

But I'll manage it, there were worse times ... I remember standing up at 3.30 for my flight to Beijing some years ago. Yes, I've been to China, here I am at the Chinese Wall:

I won't be blogging gor the next two weeks and when I'm back, I'll know what college it'll be. So nervous! ><

But first, I'm going on vacation, yay!

Florida and Doll Princess Shooting

So, "thanks" to an a**, that demolished my car, I need to wait for the police and can spend my surprisingly won freetime with blogging.

So what have I been up to?
Tuesday, I'll be flying to Florida (my first time in the states, I'm so nervous!) an try to relax and not to think about anthing or anybody. I love my friends, my work, my group ... but I need a break. I think, they understand, I'm tired.

I gotta think of a lot of stuff to take with me... or better, what not to take. I'm FINALLY visiting a country, were I am not to tall or voluptuous for the boutiques and I'm making use of it! So I'm going with a half empty case to fill it there. Already got permition from home. Haha!

Anyone knows good clothing stores in Florida??

I also worked for Subarashi.de.

I had a foto shooting:

Haha, I'm a doll!

Missing the second shoe...

...and searching for it.

He knows where it is!

Finally, I found it!

And taped the first makeup tutorial:

It's a very aristocrat look, but you can't see it on the picture. I have to work hard to edit the video, where I'm putting this makeup on, so you can see, what it's about...

I've also made a new dance ... it's a Para Para ... I don't like most of them, but this song was just way to cool, I had to dance it! I've tried to go for gyaru style, but it was a big fail ... I look old! Dark hair is just not for me...

Dolly Styling and Last Week

Lately I haven't blogged very much ... or I have and didn't post any pictures. Well, I'm not the best ... eh ... camwhore ... but who cares, right?

So, I've been up to some things. I hade a photoshoot, which I can't blog about yet, because it would be like spoiling. We also got a BIG package with lots of great new Lolita things ... but I can't tell you about them either. 

Well I can show you my styling ... a bit.

It was after the shoot, so I'm already back in my everyday clothes. The lashes are really too much, but it was a dolly theme.  Oh ... and why does my face look sooooo ... askew. Weird.

I've also been to that very famous Swedish chain of furniture markets and I found something totally cute!

Haha ... it was the same day, that's why I'm wearing the same shirt. I had the shooting afterwards. I know I look a little nerdy here but sometimes I'm just too bored to dress up.

Just concentrate on that little strawberry and broccoli! I wonder if they also have other plushies like that.

I also mad my very first California Roll Uramaki! I always thought it would be so difficult, but it's actually not that big of a deal. Maybe I'm talented, but I guess, it's just not that hard.

It was more of using lefovers instead of favourites. It had avocado (dislike), surimi (depends), cucumber (oishii) and mayonnaise (dislike again). Everything for it's own is so not delicious. But in combination it was good! Unbelievable.

Alright then, I'll show you some things from the new package later! :)

Pink Power Lolita

Our new Subarashi dresses arrived today and with them came our new Renai Revolution Morning Musume Moonlight Night Super Pink Outfits! Yes, it's a long name!

They're so pretty, that I needed to take a picture right away.

I'm not styled and the quality is low (bad light) and my hair is still in sporty shape ... but it's just such a cute dress! Maybe a little short for me ... but who cares! When I drop something I just let it be.

It's from the brand Red Queen Black Legion and you can buy it here. The site may be in German, but the contact is in English as well! So you can just write them an email and get the dress to whereever you live! And it's really inexpensive.
They also have a lot of other fashion at Subarashi.de.

Der blaue Diamant

Es gibt so viele Arten der Liebe, wie es Blumen gibt: Immergrün, das nie verwelkt; Ehrenpreis, der auf den Wind wartet, damit er ihm das Leben aushaucht; blutrote Berglilien, die ihren sinnlichen Duft einen Tag lang verströmen und des Nachts verkümmern, Es gibt keine Blume, die alles gleichzeitig hat - die Reinheit des Ehrenpreis, die Kraft des Immergrün, die Wärme der Berglilie. Aber wer weiß, ob es nicht eine Liebe gibt, die alles in sich vereinigt - Freundschaft, Leidenschaft und Verehrung?
Es gibt eine Liebe, die all das umfasst, aber sie ist seltener als ein blauer Diamant.

(Olive Schreiner)

Doll Princess Photo Shoot

So, today I made new pictures for Subarashi Girls.

I wanted to do an indoor shooting for so long, but I was always unsure about the right location and the light and the theme. And it actually was very difficult, because that little room was so dark! I had to work with flashlight, what never turns out well and then edit the pictures immensly. But in the end, they're quite good. I think. Maybe a little blueish, don't you think?
So yeah, of course I can't show you all of my pictures, because they' re due in two weeks. You gotta follow Subarashi Girls if you want to see more. But I can give you a little sneak peek!

Short Pants

Hey everybody! Almost a week ago, I've went out to buy me a pair of short pants. Because ... well ... I had none. It's so simple, it has nothing to do with style and there's no cute story to it. All I had were long pants and I remember, last year we sometimes had like 40°C. My knees need to breath!

Only a few years ago, I would have never made this decision, because I'm a fatty-chan (I guess you're not supposed to call yourself like that ... but I really like it oO) and my self-esteem was like low low low low low low low.
It took me some time to realize, that beauty comes in all shapes and sizes. You can weigh 90lbs or 200lbs and you can still be the greatest woman on earth. If you feel you need to lose weight to be a better woman, it doesn't matter what your size will be, there'll always be something missing.

Okay, I'm not one of the people, who say: "As long as you're happy." I'm saying: "As long as you're healthy." And yes, you can be a little chubby and still be healthy! There are also people, who are a little too thin, but they're healthy. Of course there's also the other side.
I just don't like people to think, you weigh like 10lbs more than you should, well then you're slightly obese and need to think about diabetes and such things. I hate that! It's ridiculous!

Eeeeh, but I was trying to say with this post ... here are my new pants:

Haha, these shoes. I have them for years now and I never wear them, because I can't walk in them. It hurts! But they're pink mules with tiny pink bows on them. It's awesome. Well, I know they don't fit the pants, but I wanted to wear them! I guess, I'm G.I. Barbie.

Closet Voyage Give Away

I've never tried to win at a give away but there's always a first time, right?

Maybe you want to try out for Closet Voyage's 200 Followers give away as well?

Looks great, huh?

First Prize:

• 1 x Dolly Wink No.1 Sweet Girly False Lashes (2 pairs)
• 1 x Majolica Majorca Majolumina Power In Puff Face and Body Powder
• 1 x Majolica Majorca Artistic Nails Speedy $ Glossy in PK411 (Baby Pink)
• 1 x Majolica Majorca Luminastic Eye Shadow in RD422
• 1 x OPI Nail Lacquer in ‘If the Fuchsia Fits’
• 1 x Tony Molly Peach Anti-Aging Hand Cream
• 1 x Skinlite Strawberry Yogurt Masque
• 2 x Collagen Crystal Eye Bag Mask (snicker)
• 1 x Jupiter x Sweet Magazine 5th Anniversary Pink Tourmaline Sweet Heart Necklace
• 1 x Jupiter x Sweet Magazine Heart Zipper Pouch

Second Prize:

• 1 x Box ES Hand Made False Lashes (10 pairs)
• 1 x Majolica Majorca Artistic Nails Speedy $ Glossy in PK412 (Deep Pink)
• 1 x Burt’s Bees Milk & Honey Body Lotion
• 1 x Skinlite Strawberry Yogurt Masque
• 2 x Collagen Crystal Eye Bag Mask

Third Prize:

• 1 Pair Ipdo Diamanté False Lashes
• 1 x OPI Nail Lacquer in Elephantastic Pink
• 1 Set Deco Nail Fabric Bows(Assorted styles)
• 1 x Isqueen Deluxe Collagen Brightening Essence Sample
• 2 x Collagen Crystal Eye Bag Mask

It's like a friggin Fukubukuro ... just that you know, what' you might get... so maybe it's more casino like?

Anyway! Just follow her and promote this give away a little bit and you might have a chance. :)

Glitter Punk Makeup Tutorial

Another tutorial (seems like that's all I'm doing lately) and this time I'm swimming in a different pond.

For this glitter punk tutorial you'll need:
black mascara, an applicator with a smaller side, cotton buds, eyeshadows in light grey, medium grey and black, creme eye shadow in gold and powder eye shadow in gold (body powder works as well)

Melody in Black Lolita

He~~~y everybody!

Today I finally published a new post on Subarashi Girls.
The new pictures show me in a classic lolita outfit, which I really like! It's not that fancy and rather simple, but I like it so much. Don't ask me why, I just do.

I also had my first wig on ... maybe not the best choice, I've got better ones. But I edited to look like a little bit pop arty... just a little bit. I'd rather have it in dark red ... but it's part of the job and I'm fine with it. This is my second all black&white dress ... and I really hope my closet won't look like a 30s movie...

I only have one dress left to write about (some girls have none!) and I hope our boss will get us some new things soon...

Some purchases

Sooo, lately I've got me some great new stuff to cheer me up from my little downslide. I know, I should find another way but shopping to get over sadness, but it works really well. Maybe I should write, when I'm sad ... or go for a walk ... or sing as loudly as possible.
Well, at least I don't eat to get happy, right?

Still, I want to show you some of the cute things I got!

First, I got a book, that I wanted for long from my beloved Lucy Maud Montgomery (Anne of Green Gables) ... it got here on the same day as my Only You single and my AKB48 album.

Actually, I'm not a very big fan of AKB48 (just TOO many) themselves, but their songs are good! So all I wanted was the regular album, but it was sold out and I got the limited edition with DVD... I haven't watched it yet, but I'm going to! I mean I bought, right? It even got with a photo and several exchangeable covers. I stay with the usual one, but on the inside I now have that girl with the long hair, purple pailette outfit and pink eyeshadow. I have no idea, who she is, but I find her very cute!! I actually like the girls on the back of the CD a lot cuter than the girls on the front...
Morning Musume's Only You ... I preordered it, so it would be counted into the Oricon charts. I love Morning Musume for like 6 years now and I'm buying their singles and albums for maybe 2 1/2 years ... I could have started earlier ... but to make up my delay, I'm buying all the CDs in Japan Version and during the first week or earlier so it'll count at Oricon and support my girls.
I already preordered the next single and it will be released mid September... but it'll be Ai-chan's graduation single an people are already preordering it LIKE CRAZY! So if you want the special edition with Ai-chan's solo song you should preorder it right now! I've ordered the Regular Edition and the Graduation Edition. I've never bought two editions before (money...), but this time I had to. Gotta support Ai-chan and Morning Musume!

Next thing I got was this package from Taiwan.

It's a lot of letter sets

and other cute stuff like wagashi erasers, Rilakkuma Baran or cellphone straps.

And today I got my very first fake eye lashes! It's so cool! I think, I'm a natural talent when it comes to applying them! Or maybe I'm just completly ruining it and don't realizing? Who knows? It's still fun.

Still gotta buy some  glue, but I've read that Douglas and Rossmann offer it.

Okay, I don't know why, but blogspot is flipping some of my pics ... weird. I had to get the upper pics into landscape format so that they'd be displayed right up.