A few days ago, I've bought something from the lovely (but lil' pricey) shop Strapyaworld! And because I WANTED TO HAVE IT REALLY BADLY, I've used EMS - that's super fast shipping.

Here's, what I've got!

Super squishy Hello Kitty macaron. My mom already grapped it for herself, ah well. I know where it is, when I need it.

Another squishy thing - a Nigiri Sushi! It looks so delicious! ><

Hello Kitty Donut! It's sooo pretty and big. In the past, I didn't like squishy danglers at all. But lately, I've grown to like them a lot and so I bought three!

Cute Minnie Mouse dangler. I'm really happy with it. I've wanted the cupcake or the chocolate!

Aaaand Mickey, of course! I've actually wanted the pretzel, but the smoothie would have been my second choice.^^

Another Mickey, but in the shape of a candied apple. It looks actually kinda real, if it wasn't that tiny. oO I always feel like biting it.

An ichigo daifuku aaaaand last but not least, I've got this:

It's a kit for making cute Pocky! I can't wait to try it out.


Another topic! Yesterday was the last performance of Renai tte NANI?! and it was really good! Well, we had some mistakes in form of organisation, but singing and dancing went really well. We sang really well! From next month on, we're going to tour with Otsukarenai! The World May End 2012! This Group Won't!

You can watch the videos on our channel, here's the first one:

Aiyaiyai

Sorry guys! Currently, I don't have any time for blogging!

There is so much stuff going on, not only with university and music, but also in my life. It's been really crazy and I've got to know many new things, that I have to think about before I can share them with anyone else.

Anyway ... tomorrow Renai Revolution will have a concert at Ongaku Matsuri! I've just practiced and I made some mistakes. Damn it, I AM SO NERVOUS!!! Haaa ... wish me luck.

Going to the movies now.><

Shopping

Lately, I've been a little depressed and I didn't feel like posting at all.
So today I'm writing an easy article to lighten the mood.

A few days ago, I've gone shopping with my mom, who actually forced me. She told me, if I wasn't getting rid of some of the old, wornout clothes in my closet and get new ones, she would burn down the whole thing herself.
Maybe it's hard to believe, because I'm a girl and everything ... but I just don't like shopping very much. You need a while to find something good, have to find the right size (which isn't easy at all!), see you in the unflattering light of a changing room, work your butt off to get out and in the clothes and in the end you actually have to pay for the whole torture!

Anyway ... I've gotten some really cute things! I was going for some clothes, that I could combine with normal clothes, Lolita and everything else! So this is, what I've bought:

Two white cardigans (or more creme? hard to tell!). The first one is from Zero, the other second from Street One. They look so similar, but there are some differences, e.g. the neckline:

I really like them! I've also got this anthracite cardigan, it's Street One as well. At first I thought it looked like for a funeral, but the clothing is so soft! I had to have it!

And finally the skirt is from Zero, too. I've got this, because I don't have a black skirt! Well ... actually, I have two, but the one is a tight mini and the other one is a long corduroy one ... this one has the perfect length AND it's really flattering. I like it. :)

Well, then BYE BYE! I hope I can post some more soon.

I'm an actress and Wota World I

So, first of all. Yesterday was the opening performance of my theater group and it was AMAZING!!! We all weren't so sure about the play, but the audience was so great. They started laughing from the second phrase in the debut monologue. oO It was really cool.
I also think, I was really good! People were laughing with me, fierce with me ... and actually at one part, a few were crying with me.
Yes, I've cried. I have one really sad monologue and I was good during rehearsals, but never really ... you know, I think no one would have bought it. But yesterday. Everything was like rehearsal, but suddenly I felt the tears coming up and it wasn't on purpose I was just in the right mood, because I felt my character ... and then I cried and I really hat to fight the tears, so I could stay with the script. Some women were actually crying as well!!
I don't mean to be arrogant, but I think yesterday was the best performance I've ever did!! Maybe I can never repeat it, but it doesn't matter, because yesterday was brilliant. I can proudly say: I'm an actress.

But no something with pictures. Inspired by some other blogs, I want to show you my JPop collection ... and because I'm a H!P fan, I'm calling it my Wota World. Since there's so much, I'm only showing you the Momusu Singles today!

So far, I've got 11. I know there are 12 in the picture, but the two bottom rights are the same with a different cover. It's both Kono Chikyuu no Heiwa wo Honki de Negatterun da yo - Ai-chan's graduation single.

The last one I got was this:

Pepper Keibu. It was a present out of the blue and I was really happy! It's always great to get older singles, because I want to have EVERY MORNING MUSUME SINGLE EVER MADE ... but it's impossible, you know? I can't afford to buy older singles, so I can buy the newest and support them. But Pepper Keibu looks really cool, especially Eri!

She looks so HOT with her hair like this. I saw her and thought: "Wow, this girl is supposed to be a movie star!" On the other side, it made me sad, because she's gone for over a year now...

Panic Deluxe and some Sweet Lolita Things

Okay, the day after tomorrow (on the 7th of January) I'm going to be in a stage play! This is actually not the first time, I'm in a theater group for like 3 years now, starting my 4th and I've participated in 2 plays so far. Saturday will be the third and I'm nervous like hell! Today we the next-to-last rehearsal and everything went really wrong... no one knows where to stand, no one knows their lines, no one knows this, no one knows that. It's creeping me out!!

Anyway, we're still going to have the opening night like it was planned! The whole hall looks amazing, with great effects and awesome props. Who cares everything's chaos as long as there's coming vapour out of the deep-freezer, right?
Damn it...

So! Some nice things!! I've got some Christmas money and I've invested a part of it in fashion! I really needed some well fitting Lolita shoes! Since the last ones were kind of a flop (if someone asks you, if you really want the bigger size, you say YES!!!) and I can only wear them for shootings, I bought another pair.
I was going for these in pink:

but when I clicked "pay" the screen switched and told me, they were sold out and I took another pair. AND TODAY, THEY'RE AGAIN READY TO ORDER!!! Somebody please tell me what happened, I have no idea! Total bummer. -_-
These are the ones I got now:

They're pretty, too, but somehow... I'm already a quite tall Lolita (not as tall as some other girls, I've seen, but still), I don't need to be any taller. Well, I'm going to let everything the way it is and maybe buy the other ones in another color later.

I've also bought this one:

Haaaah ... pretty! I hope, I'll fit it well (stupid boobs...)

I'm always trying to find dresses, that I could also wear casually. I think this is one and I hope the bow is removable ...

You know what's funny?? Lolita is a fashion, that mostly girls of a certain age (sounds old^^) can afford ... but it makes us look so ... weird. I'm only into the fashion for like 1 year now and I'm not a teenager anymore... Thank God, I don't look my age at all (everybody asking me, if I'm already 18, thank you!), so I can wear Sweet Lolita a few more years.

Then it's going to be Classic, I guess.... hm, pretty as well. And maybe I won't be into it anymore...

Niigaki Risa Graduation

I just can't believe, what I've just read!!

Last 5th generation member and current Morning Musume leader Niigaki Risa is going to graduate from the group and Hello!Project at the end of the 2012 Spring Tour on May, 13th (holy shit, that's my birthday!! Oo).

It seems like Gaki-san wants to pursue the same dream as Ai-chan: being a musical actress and improve her acting.

But I guess, it was obvious ... I now remember, what Ai said in her graduation message: "Sorry Gaki-san, for graduating before you."

I'm really sad, but I think it's alright. Maybe Gaki was a little lonely without Ai. Actually the two of them were planning to graduate together, but with 9th and 10th gen joining, Risa decided to stay a little longer and teach them as good as she could. I just hope, Risa is happy and can chase her dreams, the way she wants too.

I totally hope, that'll be it for the graduations in a while! It's been enough and we need time to get used to the new members and learn to like them!! At least leave Sayu, Reina and Aika where they are. Just a little while, please!

Love you Risa! Love you forever.

New Year's resolutions

2012 is here! Am I happy? Not so sure 'bout that... Time is flying by and every new year, means one less for me...
Who cares, it's not like I can do anything about it!!

Do you made any pledges? I think New Year is the best time to start being the person you want to be. Maybe start a new hobby or set a goal or working on your character. In my opinion, people, who think they've build a good enough self, are just lazy or plain stupid!

Anyway, what are my resolutions?

01. Meet new people and make new friends! No, I don't mean to exchange my current friends, but in 2011 I've learned, that there is nothing more important than connections! Whenever you need something, it's best to know someone, "who can help you with it." Like why not meet people from all over the world or many different jobs?? Maybe someday you'll need a great lawyer and you're lucky and have one in your friend list? Who knows?

02. Sell a book. Sounds weird, but that's basically it. This year, for the mother of God, I'm going to finish a book and hopefully find a publisher. I know I can do it and I will do it! Even bought a net book and build some free periods in my schedule, so I'll work.
Damn it! I want something, I can be proud of!!!
Lots of people tell me, I've already reached a lot ... Got good A-levels, got into university, had a stay abroad, seen a big part of the world, founded an awesome group and fought my demons.
But is it enough? I don't feel it is, there gotta be more.

03. Survive the first semester and find some joy in studying. Currently it's not that clear. I kinda like going to college, but I'm not used to all the work, that I awaits me at home. I can't wait for next semester, cause then I'll finally learn something about New History ... Bye Bye Middle Ages!!

04. Bring Renai Revolution to a new level. 2011 was really good for us. I don't think many showgroups manage it to get a sponsor, appear in a magazine and have several performances in their debut year. 2012 will be even better, because we'll have more magazine appearances, make a CD and try to knock on some big doors.
Hopefully, we can get some more fans, that'll be great!!

05. Don't gain any weight. Most people try to loose weight, but I'm happy as long as I don't gain it! Sometimes holding your weight can be a challenge as well.

06. Read a lot more. Last year I've read only a few books, I'm a little sad.

07. Go out more often! I really like to meet my friends more often, but I'm so tired of always being the one, who asks them out. So maybe this year, why don't you invite me from time to time?

08. Go to Japan. Actually something I've wanted to achieve last year ... and I was so close, already had the tickets... but then ... oh my. Well this year is the year!

09. Wear Lolita more often and get some new things. Yeah ... explains itself, right?

10. Do something about that sleeping problem...

I think, that's enough for now. Wow, 10 pledes, I hope I can fulfill them! I'm going to do my best.